To dare, to dream, to win: May 2007

hmmm

i improve in a way, but deprove in another. overall did i improve? i dunno.. feeling broke.. need cut costs... tt's y i need my gold, my $400

anyway had a short msn chat with my ex lab mate yday (or isit the day b4?) haha. i'm surprised that she say results is not everything and she strive to be a better person..and she want to do her part for society.. really 难得 someone can have such an aspiration.. =)

read a old SSA times.. ok not old but quite some time ago.. it say abt challenge which my co-trainer say to me also :o wanted to put it here but realise i gave e thing to my mum.. anyway it's abt "challenging the toughest problem 1st, then the rest will be manageable" =)

well..

i suppose i get wad i pray for.. realise tt last sem i set 2 targets for myself, one is to get a certain cap and another to get a certain sap..

the cap is wad i wanted long ago and i got it. and really exactly it.. as for e sap, i sorta say for fun in a way n so i nv reach it..

anyway, i need to get a new target...and work towards it, from all components, in all directions

half reflections...

ya it's half i going to say e ugly half.

wad's e chances of a slack but strict tutor? from wad i heard, many in my class didnt do well, my grp is e worse i suppose..project? i dun think so. anyway not like we nv put in e effort to begin with .... i rather have one who ask u to do wad is required, rather than one who ask u to do less things and he/she be more lenient..

need more gd fortune..

erm...

i need to do more emcee in sd meetings.. will some iic see this ? haha

i thought today's role was one of e best i had done, or at least it seems i put in more effort than b4, yet strangely receive more comments.. maybe cos last time there seem to be stagnation... nth wrong with e comments, cos i do need to improve and really put in more effort. but i think wad fuels it is the fact i print e activity chart too small and result in much feedback. ok tt is really my fault, cos tt font size is normal for me.. ok enuff said

but at least, just now lionel called me to tell me his excellent results.. in which talking to him lift my mood e very least.. yup. he shall share his testimonial soon..

on a diff note i hate ppl who, after i say i got shit, some say b ah? tt one is ok
but can u imagine some asshole will come say A- ah. A- shit? wth. i not some 1st class who can't stand getting less than A. and if i not wrong this same guy tt time ask me wad i wan for e module, still say, u already 2nd upper, wan get A for wad.. (ok tt is a misunderstanding cos my msn nick put i love A but tt is a person)

well y m i angry for :S

anyway i think from all i ask, all their caps improve with very power results. really heartening

cheeky HL

shall blog more abt the activities in the run today...

after running 2.7km we had a team bonding..was crap though it was entertaining? cos its supposed to have a game after the team bonding. where by a person will be picked out and 5 questions will be asked abt the person...and e whole grp supposed to come out an ans for each qn...

then during team bonding everyone was thinking of e possible qn tt will be asked...and e dear HL team decide to try to link ans to milk... what is ur favourite drink.. HL milk, where do u like to go? as suggested by wei jun, the ans is supermarket to buy milk haha. there are even conspiracies to put wad is ur zodiac, chinese to be oxen or born in 1985 and horoscope to be taurus... hah

anyway then came e game time. then BOMs was choosen to be person to go out... tt was not a gd choice by js.. cos the team know sure win liao, cos i was there... was forbidden was going back to e team but of cos i helped in e ans nonetheless though i was far behind... but 1 question i nv help n the cheeky HL grp decide to come out with a ans ( i think wj is e culprit) which was later known to be different from the actual ans but yet e point is still given....

the qn is quite simple. wat is ur ambition..std ans is to be something to do with wad u are studying mah. so it shd be a chem eng. but from the luffs of e team i know it will be sth of "to be ....'s wife" and true enuff... e ans was said to be "marry ..." and tt got full marks...

so our dear grp win with 5/5.. bravo!.. ha

the faith training is simple but fun n gd ba...i'm e devil rabbit!

ok time to go out! darn i was supposed to nap but end up can't cos ppl msn me and i thought i was quite awake but now i feel drowsy....

run run run..

bedok reservoir today... nv run so far liao.. gd run. spirits are high but there is something i nv do. zzz..

sian i keep getting suan today for getting shit despite having just 1 paper.. nvm actions speaks louder than words..

results out..

got shit. but its expected.. congrats to my frends who did very well...

well as i said its expected. i will make a break through next sem

food!

ahahaha ok superificial post.. today's info sharing at office full of nice food! pizzas + chicken wings + potato wedges + calamari + cheese sticks .. enuff said haha..

blog abt wad... happy my reach out for milk run is quite ok so far! hehe. thanks all for joining.. yea happy when ppl agree to join. =) it's all for charity

hope tt this sat's run will be successful.. hope my lead songs will be ok..

new age heroes meeting!!

nice name for a meeting but it's a nice meeting nonetheless.... feel inspired by the wushu performance by the golden lion troupe.. they are li hai.. the choir, the testimonial, the youth dance n the piano performance are all great... now is really the age of youth, sth tt cannot be ignored.. youths change the world n it starts from you n me...

anyway, though tired, i'm glad i didn't waste the time come home n slp only.. milk run planning tmr, though i will miss the recee though... how sad...

thinking abt wed..

a week ahead..

still having cough, other than tt, feel tired. but then, i always am tired aren't i..

ymd meeting tmr.. milk run planning on tue.. well at least sth for me to do, it's quite sian to come home, watch 7pm show, nap at 8, wake up at 10, stone a while then go slp again. well tt's abt wad i was doing last week, dun ask me y.. supposed to have sth on on wed, shd i go? still thinking...

wonder how's e bbq today.. wonder how much i miss out

MILK run!!

finally i can blog by myself.. went for the 1st, ok it's e 2nd milk run training, missed the 1st one due to fever... anyway nice training! was e emcee today. er.. ok i really shouldn't said i'm though. well i suppose i need to open up more.. not prepared? i suppose so too... but nonetheless got fun today! ya it's fun, all e running but my grp like got e least ppl, and no new frends! hopefully next week have more new frends n more fun!

anyway i sorta trying to act funny n ran 2 more runs ... and it was freaking tiring...and i must say after more than 9 mths of not running i feel old but well, a few more times i can fly again...

but i must say attendence wise is not good! so must get more ppl to join! come come! next week's training at bedok reservoir if they managed to find e nice spot for admin n stuff.. the place is far but ok la xi guan jiu hao..

Labels: MILK run

I went out today…

Yes I did, I took leave but went out. I haven’t fully recovered but I went out. But it was not without much struggle on my part. I struggled till 5pm to decide tt I must leave my house. I was lost in my house anyway. I simply dun have e life force to do anything. I didn’t know wad I was doing at home except slp. But I know if I slp too much, I will have insomnia like the previous days. actually not insomnia but tonnes of dreams and can’t slp properly.

Anyway, I already missed the milk run training on sat. It is just my responsibility that I shd be present and try to help( though I really didn’t help much, but well, hopefully after this sat’s training I have more to say), though that means traveling to harbourfront, and then to boon keng for my district planning after that.

Fever seems to be gone but my headache still here.. it is very strange. Normally no fever means no headache but it’s still aching..i must recover!

It has been some time…

That I last blogged. 1 week to be exact. The longest period since dunno when… let’s see wad happened e whole week. Mon went for the MILK run planning meeting while Tue went for Gosho study and wed went for SYC duty. Shouldn’t have gone on Wed since it is not important.. was tired then yet I still went… was having sore throat for days yet I didn’t bother.. watched spiderman 3 on thurs.. and I still ate chips during the show.. hai.. and hence resulted in the fever on Fri…

And I made another mistake of going to polyclinic to see doc. 1stly, once again, the nurse ask me wad happened to me.. I said headache + sore throat, and I think because tt sound so unserious, she put me to a room whereby the doc haven’t even come in when its like past 2 pm ( registration shd start at 1pm)..ok maybe the doc went for late lunch.. nvm that..

When it’s my turn I went in. so I told e doc I got headache + sore throat + body ache. She asked which part pain, still ask me to specifically point to a spot. I told her when I move my head excessively then will pain, then she say in a suspicious tone of “ u dunno where u head pain?” like dun believe wad I say. Then she asked “when do u normally have headache”, in which I say “ when I have fever”. She asked “so do u have fever?”.. I think she said sth in between which makes me quite unhappy and I just said “why dun u check my temperature with the thermometer?” seriously, I dunno why she even ask and not directly check..

Then I dunno y, she did a series of tests on my limbs. I dunno why. And even check my eyes. Seriously I dunno why. And she still tell me. If u not ok after 5 days, pls go hospital or come back. Erm tt sounds so “tt will cfm happen” and when I leavning she will say “cya”.. I hope I will see U again..

Somemore I say I sore throat yet e only medicine she give is wad she claim sth for my headache. I ask her my fever how, she nv say anything.. n no medicine for my sore throat zzzz.. and when I go collect my medicine, the pharmacist said the medicine is for muscle relaxant instead. Erm wth? Think I was too seh then to ask also..

Oh well, now my temperature is fluctuating. I need to recover by tonite!!

ubin!!

went to ubin today with nussd ppl. 1st time there. call me suaku. but i not the only one who go there 1st time. anyway thanks lots to yang guang, sk and lester for organizing this trip. they even recee the place on fri and come out with game to find e diff landmarks..19 ppl turned up which is alot, could have been more though =)

and must thank yg for helping me n fats fix the bike not once, not twice but many times. in e end the bike chain broke he still volunteer to slowly "kick" it back.

think started a bit late, reach there only at 1130, cycle till ard 230? but sk grp come back at 330... haha past lunch time liao. the trip is quite injury free which is gd, except sikang sustained a small cut cos helping to fix e bike and poor melissa jam break n flew.. ok tt sounds bad dunno how's she. oh ya, half way we went back to change e bike, then had yummy coconut at one of e shops. lucky nth happened to my stomache cos e drink like too cooling. but it's a bit ex at $2 each n it's quite small.

then after we set off again, then sth interesting happen. a small boy suddenly cycle to me and alongside me, and ask where i going. then he started to follow all of us.haha. he's so cute. we talked to him then realise he's pri 2, staying in bedok. but think he say he come with his mother to help in his father's shop (if i not wrong) haha... ya n his mother was e one who serve us the coconut b4 tt. hha. looks like he go ubin weekly, even know where to cut hair and even had a thai name. oh ya there's a thai temple in ubin and a lot ppl go there. interesting...

anyway, one of e landmarks we are supposed to find is cookie monster (which has starfruit in his mouth). then e small boy ran up to ask, so i ask him to take a photo! and here it is

cute rite? tell me he's cute cos he is, i never even ask him to pose but he did it himself and oh ya , e boy actually followed us e whole way, n even send us to the jetty..hha.

eventful day..

1 nice driver, 1 liar, 1 mad person

nice driver.. i got lost.. well sorta.. cos 1 liar as usual make up some info, give wrong info, but this time "keeping" info instead of exaggerating.. i shall not totally blame tt liar cos i'm at fault for getting lost despite having a map?? shd have walk e normal route then. well was to gan cheong. when u are rushing for time, how to have peace.. but i think i might have quite rude today, or at least not friendly. cos as i say i was lost, then this ang moh ger come ask me road, she asked me where's the nearest mrt station; and i told her. "gd question, i trying to find also".. think it might sound a bit rude cos maybe she think i faking her, how can get lost in singapore they might be wondering. and i suppose my reply doesn't seem polite. but then tt was really my thought then.. maybe i shd have directed them to bk.. or i shd have said gd luck at least.. or i shdn't have just walk away just like tt.. oh well

anyway the driver... ya i boarded a bus, which according to my map goes to e place i wan to go. but i boarded in e wrong direction. but i dunno, so i asked e driver.. i thought he was chinese so i spoke in chinese but tt stumped him till he heard eunos mrt. then he say "across e road".. he was very nice. cos the bus stop no opposite bus stop so he allow me to take e bus to the next one so i can take the bus.. and even then he told me be careful cos many cars.. ya, tt's how nice he was. too bad nv notice his bus number but tt's a 61 bus..

ok to the mad person. said my story thrice.. was at the bus stop.. almost no other ppl ard then suddenly. this red car, dunno number plate, maybe shd have copied down can get 4d.. like lose control, swerve continuously left n rite in front of me, just 2 m away? ya n the exhaust all smoke.. got a female passenger who gave a stunned face. if u ask me, there is a element of intention in that. cos after he steadied the car, he SPED off. ya it's loud. maybe they got into a quarrel, the guy not happy, or sth la.

anyway i just stood there. rather stunned. or maybe just attracted to the loud sound. anyway nth happened. i was protected.

MILK run

went for the launch of the MILK run today. MILK stands for Mainly I Love Kids.The MILK Run is a nationwide campaign to deter juvenile delinquency and promote community awareness of youth issues. It is jointly organised by Beyond Social Services and MILK (Mainly I Love Kids), and supported by various corporates and government bodies. ya and this year, the Student Division is strongly involved in it.

anyway the objectives of the campaign is as follows
1.1 To celebrate the promise and vitality of youths.

1.2 To integrate disadvantaged & marginalized youths by bringing together youths from diverse backgrounds in a spirit of friendship, co-operation and unity.

1.3 To harness community support for the anti-juvenile delinquency cause.
To recognise volunteer initiative that strengthens and bonds the community.

1.4 To raise funds for programmes that help curb delinquency amongst children and youths from disadvantaged families.

so basically, it's a very meaningful run..4km on 1st july... and it's free for students! so wad are u guys waiting for? haha anyone interested can tell me..

ktv + nice dinner

yeah went for ktv today with chun n gang... went to the one at chinatown which is at a cheap $10 for a long 5 hrs + unlimited drinks + a bowl of sharks fin. and it's a public hols. go kbox n get ready to pay double.. strangely we nv book yet got room. but the thing is, the room is behind e counter. ya their service counter. and they cook their sharks fin there just in front of our room :o

then went to this tiong bahru hainanese chicken rice shop. it's at chinatown, introduced by chun n the food is nice n cheap! $2 a plate, + side dish $3 each, we ordered fried tofu, 小白菜, fried dory, and the fried you tiao.. all $3 each, so very cheap.. except the rice i will say not enuff, so ended up also though satisfied, but not filling.. haha. ok, no photos haha, i mean we are all hungry n started eating when e food come, i mean i couldn't possibly ask them to "stop! i need to take photo".haha.

ok tt's for now. tired. oh ya came home n i see my @#!#!$!%! hp bills. damn sms exceed by over 300 zzzz cos i only got 360 to begin with and ppl always sms me to talk crap. next time i shall just ignore, but well some sms is bo bian. and my call time also exceed a bit, damn plan also so inflexible 150 peak, 50 off peak but e peak can't be used for off-peak.. !$!$!#!$!!@!

oh well. i must make sure i pay just $20 this mth. i will stick by it

To dare, to dream, to win

Thursday, May 31, 2007

hmmm

Monday, May 28, 2007

well..

Sunday, May 27, 2007

half reflections...

Saturday, May 26, 2007

erm...

cheeky HL

run run run..

Friday, May 25, 2007

results out..

Thursday, May 24, 2007

food!

Monday, May 21, 2007

new age heroes meeting!!

Sunday, May 20, 2007

a week ahead..

Saturday, May 19, 2007

MILK run!!

Monday, May 14, 2007

I went out today…

Sunday, May 13, 2007

It has been some time…

Sunday, May 06, 2007

ubin!!

Friday, May 04, 2007

eventful day..

Thursday, May 03, 2007

MILK run

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

ktv + nice dinner

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